[ At least Crowley gets it; she had said as much to Elidibus and he didn't quite comprehend it as Crowley did. More importantly, she can ignore his comment on manna.

No, she's not generating that platonically, but that's beside the point. ]

I know.

[ By now, Gwenhwyfar isn't as terrified of him as she once was. He is the closest thing to one of her own kind, part of the origins of what once roamed the earth as Watchers. ]

I'll do whatever I can to handle it. I gave up on regenerating my eye to stop myself from losing control. Nothing will hurt, I'm sure, not as much as that did.