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It was the name I'd been using in Greendale.

( she didnt just go around as lilith. well, not always but that was because she wanted to be unnoticed to do her job )

Though those from Greendale that are here now know who I am. They did before this.

Right. [He assumes the name has something to do with 'Wardwell', but he doesn't know enough about the situation to comment. It doesn't strike him as being that big of a deal, though for all he knows it's more important to her.

Still:] Have to admit, it's sort of refreshing not to pretend to be human. Might not be too bad to have some things out in the open? People are remarkably relaxed about the demon business, I've found, not sure what that's all about.

[Is it because he's not particularly threatening? Probably.]

I may be admitting my name but not what I am.

( even with so many so open about their powers or status lilith was selective about it, even more so about being a demon. it's long ingrained in her, keeping herself and her gifts hidden from the world, a secrecy that all witches learned )

Only some know that I'm a witch or demon.

No one'll hear it from me, if that's what you're worried about.

[Crowley might be fairly relaxed about what he shares about his nature, but he's very good at keeping secrets when he needs to.]

Would you rather I not mention this — [with a gesture between the two of them] — while we're on the subject? Doesn't matter either way to me.

[Obviously the authorities will know, but if Lilith would rather keep it quiet who she's contracted to, he can keep that to himself, too.]

No one needs to know our business.

( if he did tell someone she'd be more exasperated than angry. it didn't matter but lilith was private, knowing the value of secrets and information. and she didn't trust people )

It's a simple-- business arrangement.

As you'd like.

[It's not as if there's anyone he'd feel the need to tell, it has no relevance to the rest of his life here.

Crowley takes another drink of his scotch, contemplating the liquid in his glass]

I've a question, nothing to do with contracts, I've just run into something a bit unusual. Have you met Jonathan Sims, calls himself the Archivist?

( she pauses drinking, returning the glass to her knee )

I have.

( and her tone should reflect how she feels about him: unfavourably )

Why?

[Familiar, and not fond of him. It isn't hard to hazard a few guesses at why that might be. Jonathan doesn't strike him as a man with many friends.]

Can't say I've ever run into anything like him and his, what was it? The Beholding? Thought you might have some input, bad idea to go poking my nose into his business?

[The answer to that is almost definitely yes. It's more a question of how bad an idea it is.]

I've encountered the Beholding.

( the entity itself and not just through the archivist. her tone this time is graver, as if it had been an incredibly pleasant experience, one that lilith wishes she hadn't had to experience it )

If you can remain hidden to him I would advise it.

[If it was just an interaction with Jonathan, he doubts Lilith would frame it that way. She's met the entity itself. That's a far more troubling thought.]

Sims knows what I am, forced me to tell him about my Fall, but I dont plan on spending much time around the man. [So, hopefully he hasn't piqued the interest of the Beholding. He'll do his best to keep it that way.] That's the only one you've met?

[Not asking as directly as he could. Martin seems far more quiet about what he is.]

If he knows that he could try forcing more.

( as much as the archivist claims to want to stop he clearly can't. even with her curse )

I can provide certain spells. ( though they weren't perfect ) Though-- how many more have you encountered?

( she knew the archivist wasn't the only one but didn't know that more were here )

I'm not above a little old-fashioned running away, if I've got to.

[He can resist the Archivist's compulsion long enough to just disappear, he thinks.]

Just one other, called the Lonely. Not as bad as Sims, but that might just be 'cause the person connected to it has some bloody social skills.

The Lonely?

( who gave them these names? )

Do you know the name of them?

I do.

[It's a careful answer. It's I do but I'm not sure if I want to say it. He doubts it would be difficult for Lilith to find out. As far as he's aware, Jonathan and Martin are the only two from their world. And they've both openly admitted to their relationship with each other. If he had to pick out who the Lonely was, Martin would be his first guess.

Still feels like a bit of a dick move to ]

It seems they're more inclined to use it to protect people. [Like the fog surrounding the Institute.] Doesn't have any interest in hurting anyone.

My question is out of caution.

( just to clarify why she's pressing. she can recognise his intention to protect them )

To not become entangled with them, particularly if you're correct in your statement.

Looking out for me, are you? [There's a quirk of a smile, a vague sort of attempt to ease back on some of this heaviness. They both know that notion is preposterous. Why would Lilith want to look out for him?] Don't worry, promise I won't go getting entangled with anyone. Isn't really my style.

[He's such a liar.]

It's not you I was thinking of.

( self-preservation. after encountering the beholding she would rather not risk encountering anything else )

[Crowley considers it for a moment, weighing up the pros and cons, deciding what might or might not come back to bite him.

In the end, this isn't a deeply guarded secret. He feels slightly guilty about offering it up, but he does so with the hope that Lilith really does just intend to use it to avoid the Avatars.]

Martin Blackwood.

( oh. fuck )

I'm familiar with him.

( and it makes sense now. nick had said he was from the same world at the archivist, was familiar with the beholding. did he also know this? )

Though his intentions certainly are different than our Archivist's.

[Somehow, the fact Lilith knows Martin doesn't surprise him. Everyone seems to know everyone, here. It's a reminder to be careful about what he says to who.]

For my money, I think he's just a better person than Sims.

[Which isn't like — a high bar to clear, but Crowley thinks that's where the real difference lies. Jonathan is kind of an asshole, though he has no idea whether that's a side-effect of the Beholding, or just the sort of man he is.]

Perhaps.

( as if it remained to be seen, though when she'd encountered him he'd been giving in to assholes rather than defending himself )

Though his association with the Archivist isn't something to ignore.

Pretty sure they're a couple, actually, bit more than just an association.

[Not that he has any idea what Martin sees in Jon, but that's None Of His Business.]

The Lonely isn't that bad, anyway, I'd take it any day over Sims getting in my head.

[Feeling Shitty™ isn't exactly a new experience, it's preferable to someone dragging his secrets out of him.]

( --hold the phone )

You've experienced it?

( satan, she's going to need more to drink )

Sure.

[It's sort of background noise around Martin, not to mention the fog that Crowley wandered into near the institute. He started more attention to where he was going, after that incident.]

As I said, it's not all that bad, just a bit rubbish. Makes you feel, well, alone, sort of in the name, isn't it?

( she takes a long drink from her refilled glass before resting it on her knee again, pausing before speaking )

The Beholding preys on fears. Nightmares.

( this is something that she hasn't spoken to anyone about, even if she's keeping it vague now. though nick knew of what she'd experienced, that she'd been trapped in her nightmare he didn't know how she'd felt, what else it had done to her )

Providing a statement feeds it your nightmare and forces you to experience it.

( though she hadn't provided a statement. she'd provided her entire being. her existence )

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