[ that's exactly what love has been for him for most of his life. he loves people, they hurt him, and he just sort of.. takes it. as a child, he hadn't had a choice. as an adult, he hadn't known anything else.
and then there's jon, who'd been mean to him, then softened, and now tries to protect him. sometimes he has no idea how to react to him, or how to talk to him, or how to be with him. of the two of them, martin is the one with more relationship experience, and all of his has been.. not good. ]
I'm-- I'm going to talk to him about it, [ he decides a little shakily. ] I just.. have to figure out how. [ he pushes his face into crowley's shoulder. ] Love is hard.
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and then there's jon, who'd been mean to him, then softened, and now tries to protect him. sometimes he has no idea how to react to him, or how to talk to him, or how to be with him. of the two of them, martin is the one with more relationship experience, and all of his has been.. not good. ]
I'm-- I'm going to talk to him about it, [ he decides a little shakily. ] I just.. have to figure out how. [ he pushes his face into crowley's shoulder. ] Love is hard.