[ jon had hurt him, and it probably isn't normal for martin to just accept that it's going to happen. jon isn't his previous boyfriends. jon loves him, jon doesn't want to hurt him. and crowley's right, no matter how much martin's instinct is screaming at him that he should apologize for being upset with jon.
he probably will anyway, but.. he's hoping they'll at least talk. maybe lay down some ground rules. martin doesn't deserve being lied to, right? ]
I.. [ he's grateful for the arm over his shoulders, staring down at his blurry reflection in his glass. all his stupid freckles and his weird.. everything. ] It occurs to me that I'm-- I'm not really sure how to be in a relationship that isn't.. [ abusive? christ. ] .. bad.
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he probably will anyway, but.. he's hoping they'll at least talk. maybe lay down some ground rules. martin doesn't deserve being lied to, right? ]
I.. [ he's grateful for the arm over his shoulders, staring down at his blurry reflection in his glass. all his stupid freckles and his weird.. everything. ] It occurs to me that I'm-- I'm not really sure how to be in a relationship that isn't.. [ abusive? christ. ] .. bad.