Do you honestly think you could if I didn't let it happen? I pushed for it to happen because I know how wrenching being left is for both of us. It got us to where we needed to be. I'm grateful for that.
It makes me second guess what I'm proposing right now. I don't know. I don't have any answers. I only know I'm tired of hurting you, and I don't always know how not to. I don't even always know when I have, because we don't communicate that well, either of us.
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[He squeezes his fingers gently.]
Do you honestly think you could if I didn't let it happen? I pushed for it to happen because I know how wrenching being left is for both of us. It got us to where we needed to be. I'm grateful for that.
It makes me second guess what I'm proposing right now. I don't know. I don't have any answers. I only know I'm tired of hurting you, and I don't always know how not to. I don't even always know when I have, because we don't communicate that well, either of us.