[What does have him upset? That's the struggle with all this, he usually doesn't have to explain himself to anyone else, he can just go lick his wounds in private until he gets over it or sufficiently buries it. They've had so many discussions about feelings and he's still no better at putting them into words.
He reaches up to remove Aziraphale's hands from his cheeks, though he doesn't release him, just holds his hands between them, his gaze focused on the movement of his thumb over his knuckles, to save having to look at his face.]
S'like I took advantage. It was selfish, letting you stay, I should've known better.
[He knows he's selfish, but he's trying not to be with Aziraphale.]
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He reaches up to remove Aziraphale's hands from his cheeks, though he doesn't release him, just holds his hands between them, his gaze focused on the movement of his thumb over his knuckles, to save having to look at his face.]
S'like I took advantage. It was selfish, letting you stay, I should've known better.
[He knows he's selfish, but he's trying not to be with Aziraphale.]