[What should Martin do is a question that he's not sure he knows the answer to; he only knows that this is so clearly hurting him, so obviously unhealthy. Martin is unhealthy. He's seen it in small snatches before, but he hadn't looked too deeply until now, not sure if it was a place where he was wanted.

But now he can't help but really wonder; does Martin stay with Jon because it feels good to be needed, to be loved by someone who has to be cared for, watched over, protected from themselves?]

You can't make him not a monster. He's got to make that choice. [Aziraphale was kind to him, gave him room to be kind in turn, but he never could've made Crowley the way he is, couldn't have forced it with guilt or love. He had to fight his nature every step of the way by his own choice.] And every time you look away, it seems he chooses wrong. He's not learning.

[Agnes. Elias. Now Dorian. Jon can't seem to help himself. Crowley can feel how intense the Eye is focused, can't help but suspect there's more than an innocent conversation happening in there.]

You've got to be either his boyfriend or his mum, not both. Trying that is going to kill you.