[ his gut twists, making him nauseous, panic just there trying to take over. this was a mistake. he doesn't want crowley to think badly of jon when jon is trying. most of the time, anyway.
but his glance shoots up at the order, unmistakable for anything else, even if the fingers against his chin are gentle and familiar. crowley has always been so gentle with him, even when he doesn't really deserve it. even when he knows crowley must be.. frustrated.
and that example is.. unfair. of course martin would be furious if aziraphale was hurting crowley, of course he'd want to protect crowley, or at least say something. martin would be devastated if crowley was being treated badly by the man he'd loved for six-thousand years. ]
.. No. [ his lips part, then shut again, the stricken look returning. ] But I don't know what else to do, Crowley.
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but his glance shoots up at the order, unmistakable for anything else, even if the fingers against his chin are gentle and familiar. crowley has always been so gentle with him, even when he doesn't really deserve it. even when he knows crowley must be.. frustrated.
and that example is.. unfair. of course martin would be furious if aziraphale was hurting crowley, of course he'd want to protect crowley, or at least say something. martin would be devastated if crowley was being treated badly by the man he'd loved for six-thousand years. ]
.. No. [ his lips part, then shut again, the stricken look returning. ] But I don't know what else to do, Crowley.