Let's.. Let's start there, please, if that's okay.

[ he reaches up to curl his hand over crowley's, squeezing it gratefully. what would he have done if he didn't have crowley to turn to? how would he have ever done this? ]

But.. maybe.. let's show up just outside? In case he's fine and I'm overreacting. I can just.. peek into places so he won't, um, notice me.