For a little while. After I got over the initial shock of it, and you allowed me to poke around some to figure out what it is and what it does. I realized it would be feasible.

[It had taken him much longer to work out why he'd want to do such a thing, to make sure it wasn't just guilt talking, because that would be such a tremendous disservice to both of them.]

Then I had to just...get myself sorted. And well...finding the timing for this sort of conversation isn't easy. You helped when you didn't leave and didn't retreat into silence with me.