[He has the sense that he has dug into something he shouldn't have and shoves down his own mounting frustration with himself for continuing these missteps. Why wouldn't Crowley crave something more gentle?
So he can be very stupid sometimes, despite his intelligence.
He lightly sets both hands on his head and does the only thing he can think to do, the same thing he did when he took him off that rooftop, opens up enough of himself to give him a feeling of love without the divinity that would harm him.
One day he prays he can figure out how not to hurt him. Today isn't that day.]
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So he can be very stupid sometimes, despite his intelligence.
He lightly sets both hands on his head and does the only thing he can think to do, the same thing he did when he took him off that rooftop, opens up enough of himself to give him a feeling of love without the divinity that would harm him.
One day he prays he can figure out how not to hurt him. Today isn't that day.]