( because lilith knew that this wouldn't be his last punishment. it never was. it hurt to think about pulling away from her but lilith didn't know if she could watch it either.
she still expects it for herself. even without the thought of lucifer bound within nick she still expects him to have been watching her, to punish her for moving away from him, for not fulfilling her plans. hell may not be here but he could still be )
I won't.
( she can't is the truth of it, not when it rips at her, reminds her-- and how can she just soothe it to let it happen again? )
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( because lilith knew that this wouldn't be his last punishment. it never was. it hurt to think about pulling away from her but lilith didn't know if she could watch it either.
she still expects it for herself. even without the thought of lucifer bound within nick she still expects him to have been watching her, to punish her for moving away from him, for not fulfilling her plans. hell may not be here but he could still be )
I won't.
( she can't is the truth of it, not when it rips at her, reminds her-- and how can she just soothe it to let it happen again? )